Clarifications

Didn't get to my Buddha thing last night. I just couldn't. I'm sick. The Buddha would understand. No. Margaret...he wouldn't. He would I mean, but still.

Sigh.

So some clarifications to yesterday's thoughts.

I had a friend say yesterday that it's nice to know what you want to do - in response to my talking about the whisper.

And I was so shocked! I thought, "I don't know what I want to do with my life. When did I say that?" And I guess in a way I did, but also - I have no idea. It's not a PASSION. It's not something I know through and through. Mmmm...I'm having a hard time describing this, but I meant it when I said it's a whisper. The tiniest little whisper. So quiet I'm not exactly sure that's what it's saying, I'm translating.

I think for some, it's a SHOUT. For DaVinci and Michael Jordan - it's a scream. But I think for most of us it's the tinest little thing.

I am directionless and unknowing.

But I'm going to try something here. I'm going to try listening to that whisper. And I think we all have one. I believe we know what we are - and the answer for me, I'm sure, so sure is not "TOUR GUIDE!"

No. What's the artist in you saying? What are you?

We all know what it is.

But that doesn't make it any easier and in some ways, makes it a little harder.