Wednesday, February 01, 2012

Oh man, my stomach hurts

Life is so funny. It never just stops does it? UNTIL YOU DIE. Oh man.

So, it's been a busy couple of days, lots of meetings this week and things going on and tours and kittens and .... just oh so many things.

My stomach hurts. For the first time in my life I think I'm feeling anxiety.

It's a terrible feeling.

We still have Bamboo, he is just darling. He really is. And we've tried hooking him up with the dog, but it just makes Remo nuts. And poor lil Bamboo is stuck in the back room by himself. It's all just too much kind of. I think I've made a decision. Now we'll see how that goes. But I can't take the dog crying in one room and the cat crying in the other...

Tours are busy, business is busy, which is great. No complaints. But again, I have to learn how to work in the parameters of time that I have. I'm running around a lot still, great for my figgah!

John is working through his own stuff at work and everything is just a little up in the air right now.

I'm trying to work with that and just keep moving slowly but surely and enjoy the limbo and change and confusion and know that THIS is actually life and the other boring, slow stuff is just stuff.

I am the tree. I blow and sway one way or another, but I am firmly planted.

Or I am the pee on the tree, that could be it too.

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