Too long, too long

It's been too long, I don't like it when too much time goes by without writing here.

SO! Things are good. I had a really great week last week.

I had my first $1,000 week.

WHEW!

That was mostly due to a good number of private tours, and some really well attended pedway tours, but yeah...that's actual REAL money! Handy, right around tax time I must say.

So of course this week is dead, well not dead, I had a tour today blahblahblah!

Anyway, everything is good, yesterday was a lifesaver in terms of summer weather and I had a really nice weekend with my husband. Soon I will be working (hopefully) my ass off on the weekends, so John and I are enjoying ourselves on the weekends. It's nice.

I sense in us still, a nervousness, a fear that our year of magical thinking has left us with. We're already a year away from that awful year without jobs and businesses. I think we're still so fearful. Sure, we can spend money pretty well, but it's almost impossible to get us to go DO something, to get out, to enjoy ourselves....

Anyway, I'm all over the place.