I've been a bit emotional lately. I'm working on some "inner" things and it's all about opening my eyes and seeing love and being a good person.
The book. The damn book. I love it so much. I love writing. But this is SO hard, so hard to get done, so hard to do, so hard to put so much into something, but so wonderful too of course. Writing really is my thing, but it makes me emotional.
ANYWAY, I was a bit weepy yesterday (cried at all kinds of things, I know, I know, yes, I'm probably getting my PERIOD OKAY?) and today I woke up, ran outside for the first time in months and it just felt so good.
Then I found a big stack of books that John and I had found at a junk sale one day. I've been waiting for a book to read, I've been reading so many comedy books and re-reading books that I already have, I was so happy to have a new book. I got on the train to head downtown and I read and read and read.
It's really been a long time. It felt delicious.
And I got off the train downtown and everyone is out, the weather is gorgeous, people are walking around in the sunshine again. Felt delicious.
And today is of course, Survivor Wednesday. The new season starts tonight and my favorite player of all time is coming back (AGAIN!) and I'm just so pleased.
Now I sit at the Cultural Center, my favorite place to work (although I'm sitting with three older people talking about their blood pressure - I can block it out, sort of), couple of hours of writing then I meet my handsome husband and brother for dinner.
So I'm better today, my favorite things are showing themselves and I am taking comfort in them as best I can.
Have an awesome day y'all.