Okay! Hello! Wow, so okay, some wedding plans are getting made my friends! I’m so excited. Everyone is right, just do what you feel like doing, even if it seems stupid or too casual or too whatever…eek!
Alright, let’s go back to reality here folks, I’m So Hot Thursday:
151.
Did you see that?I gained ANOTHER POUND.
Again, I am really doing my best to just trust the right things are happening here. And don’t get me wrong, I’ve had me some french fries and some chocolate ice cream this week, but I’m also working really hard, harder than ever, so I should not be gaining weight. And I’ve always eaten that food -- and more -- in the past and not gained weight! And I wasn’t even exercising at the time!
BUT, I will say this; I do think my body is changing. I think I’m getting thicker! I really think so, and I mean that in a good way believe it or not. I have never in my life had a butt, my butt is as flat as a Kansas farm. And I think I’m getting a butt, which is good. John swears it, I can see it, and the final test is Sabrina…its like having a straight guy friend who will tell you the truth, and Harp told me I had a butt and she knows that I never did before…
So, you know what? If that’s the case, and I’m gaining “muscle” and my body is shifting and I have to wear a size up to accommodate my tighter, stronger, rounder booty, then so be it. I’m proud of that.
But still, how much weight am I going to gain? It is worrying me a little…but the running and the working out is just going to get longer and stronger as I keep training for my 8K, so, it’s got to happen sometime right? Oh please lord.
I’ll just keep going, I really am eating better, I feel better, my butt looks better…I’m still not smoking (10 weeks, 4 days, soon I’ll lose track) and they say you need to gain 100 pounds to take away the good effects of not smoking…so…5 pounds ain’t gonna kill anyone.
Weep.
1 comment:
i totally read that last paragraph wrong. i thought you were saying that you had to gain 100 pounds to show the good effects of quitting smoking. that you wouldn't get the good effects of quitting unless you gained 100 pounds.
i just couldn't get my mind around that. i was thinking, 'what? that CANNOT be right. not in any way, shape or form.'
but i get it. in order for smoking to be better than gaining weight (or for gaining weight to be worse than smoking), you'd have to gain 100 pounds. i'm down.
i'm sure you are beautiful, baby. maybe someday i'll get to check it out in person.
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