Hotface!

Okay, so 2nd day of not smoking going fairly well. I’m not going to give a play by play account of what not smoking feels like, because again, I’m going with the mind over matter trick and it’s going pretty well. And part of that is not to draw attention to the fact that I’m doing something difficult. I want to be done with it so badly, that if I just concentrate on something else, it might just go away quicker. I refuse to give it anymore energy than I can spare, so…no non-smoking blog.

But so far, it’s not so bad. Although my face is so hot. I don’t know. I have no idea. My body is fine, regular warm or cold, but my face is so freaking hot! S’weird.

The big news for today is my acquisition of business cards! I don’t think I’ve ever had a business card.

My mom made me some once, with my home address and home email on it. I can’t remember why she did that, I think it was to actually look for jobs or something, they had a comedy and tragedy mask on them and then all my home info. I remember them coming in REALLY handy once or twice, I’m sure they’re sitting in a box somewhere.

I feel very mature and grown up. And even though I realize I’m still pushing paper, for some reason it feels like I’m pushing more important paper. I certainly realize I’m pushing more expensive paper, as I’ve held a check for more than two million dollars in my hands since I’ve been here.

The nanowrimo is going well so far, I’m about 3,000 words in with not too much terrible effort. The story is way more wavering than last years, I had a much a better idea what was going to happen last year. This year I have no idea, so it’s harder for me to time it. So I’m worried that there won’t be a story, so I’m spending more time on descriptions and back story just in case. But I had one really great moment, one great moment that will go into another story perhaps, but that moment of “damn I’m good.”.

Anyhoo, back to the grind, and the hotface.