Okay okay, so maybe I was harsh on Friday. Maybe hate was too strong of a word. Maybe I do still feel compassion and some sort of odd sense of love, I knew I would, but I think I had to spit out the vile first. Which I did spit out, and at the person my anger was directed to as well.
I will probably apologize, but haven’t yet.
But I feel the weight of my blog and it feels heavy, while my heart feels slightly lighter so I will pick up the blog back up!
I finished my last “test” tour this weekend. I have been practicing, going to classes, going to movies, reading books and generally studying and working on these darn tours for the past 5 months. And I am, officially (until September, art deco baby) done with my tours! I have been certified for the two tours I will be giving for the rest of the year and now all I have to do (until September, art deco baby) until December is actually give the darn tours!
I’m excited because now I can start learning more, going to more classes and other people’s tours. I can concentrate on giving the best tour ever instead of worried about giving the tour to my certifier who’s done it a gajillion times.
I’m very proud of myself, there’s so much more going on in my life that is taking priority over this stuff, but I’m so proud that I kept with it, kept practicing, kept learning. And prouder still that I still care, that I want to learn more, that I found something that will not make me a dollar, but holds my interest and that I was disciplined about.
Because discipline is my not my strongest point.
On other fronts, congrats to Tom for the being the sole Survivor, a future congrats to Charlie for surviving two horrible women and congrats to me for my future move next week with my hot man.
Done and done. Monday? Done and done.
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