Well.
With the looming "tour season" (which is a fallacy really, that I made up, while I was busy being my boss for a few months) and Sweetie Maude and the drive to write the book, a few trips to plan...
I have a lot to finish.
Wait. No...
As I delve further into my work, deepen the parts of it that I love, it becomes more and more obvious to me that there is no "finish."
This, like Buddhism or Yoga or really anything really,
is a practice.
My work will never be done. It will never be over or accomplished or finished.
The growing of my business, and I don't mean growing like getting bigger, but I mean growing in terms of deepening and cultivating and making it better and better - it will never be finished. This is a practice.
The novel, as I get more and more into the realisticness (MADE UP A WORD CAN'T STOP ME) of this whole endeavor, by god - I feel as if I could never finish.
Not the point.
There is not an endgame. There is no line to cross. There is only the practice.
*I've been studying my grammar and what I just did there at the bottom is called an anaphora - it is the repeating of words or phrases for impact.*
With the looming "tour season" (which is a fallacy really, that I made up, while I was busy being my boss for a few months) and Sweetie Maude and the drive to write the book, a few trips to plan...
I have a lot to finish.
Wait. No...
As I delve further into my work, deepen the parts of it that I love, it becomes more and more obvious to me that there is no "finish."
This, like Buddhism or Yoga or really anything really,
is a practice.
My work will never be done. It will never be over or accomplished or finished.
The growing of my business, and I don't mean growing like getting bigger, but I mean growing in terms of deepening and cultivating and making it better and better - it will never be finished. This is a practice.
The novel, as I get more and more into the realisticness (MADE UP A WORD CAN'T STOP ME) of this whole endeavor, by god - I feel as if I could never finish.
Not the point.
There is not an endgame. There is no line to cross. There is only the practice.
*I've been studying my grammar and what I just did there at the bottom is called an anaphora - it is the repeating of words or phrases for impact.*
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