What a whirlwind life is sometimes. I can't keep up.
I never want my life to be static, but seriously, does it need to be SO up and down? Balance. Balance. Balance.
My crappy mistake still haunts my brain. But then good things happened and it just reminds me to take the good and take the bad (whatever Tootie).
But really, I have to give the good stuff as much attention as the bad stuff and vice versa and really, I should give neither one of them much mind. That is the trick, to just keep going. I've had so much advice lately consisting of: the successful people are the ones who make mistakes and get right back steamrolling. I need to remember that.
I also have been having big issues with comparing myself lately, what's that about? Hell, shit, I'm almost 41 fucking years old, god it feels good to swear, and I'm comparing myself to people that aren't anything like me? WHAT IS THAT?
Do you guys do that? How do you stop doing that? Stupid.
Anyway, the 4th was a really lovely holiday, friends and tours and the beach and
God Im so boring.
You guys are the best, just trust me.