Saturday morning

Got a little time before I go visit my mom in the burbs. Walked the dog this morning, it's like spring outside for godsakes!

Feeling really good these past couple of days, really motivated. I have a lot to do and I just want to do it all, all day.

My annual review is going pretty well, it's hard. It's not just sitting down and writing down a couple of useless goals for next year. I really have to think them through (there are goals for like...8 different categories, health/business/family/etc) and then once I have the goals I need to write down specifically how it is I'm going to achieve them. There is a fairly large mental block involved, its not easy to sit down quietly and peacefully and set yourself up for next year. It's almost like...if I say all these things then I'm really going to have to sit down and work to make it happen. And yes, I realize that's exactly the point.

Also, I have a creative idea that totally complements the tours and up until about Wednesday I was just sitting on it, saving it for "later" when I realized that I should be working on it NOW. So I've got another project in the works and this project has now gone on my goal list for next year and see how it all starts to come together?

My schedule I made for myself really helped me out yesterday. Just having something concrete to look at when my attention started to fade from what I was doing, it just brought me right back.

My god, I think I'm learning how to be an adult.