Ivana Doya

Another early blog post today, I’m headed out in a bit to spend the day at the historical society and get ‘er done once and for all.

So, last night. Man oh man. There’s something to be said for letting go and not giving a shit, and I mean that in the best, most responsible way. I knew I was screwed last night, I knew I was breaking the rules and not doing a real freakshow, but goldang to high heaven, besides Jerry McGuire, that was by far the most fun I’ve had on stage during this thing.

I ended up being in last place, so I got to do the bonus round, now I’m tied for third. It’s so ridiculous, I know I don’t deserve to be there, I got 10 points out of nowhere, but what the hell…that’s the way the game works, that’s the way I’ll play it.

So, the idea that I had for next week I’m scrapping, last night was so much fun for me, I’m going to bring the same feel to next weeks.

But as always, my castmates were amazing, Love the Stud and Pallesen were beyond belief, so freaking (hee) good.

So yeah…I am who I am y’all, maybe I’m not some crazy creative who thinks up crazy ideas, maybe my ideas and thoughts are a little more mainstream than most, maybe I haven’t “shocked” the judges or anyone else, but I’ve done my best, even when my best sucked it, or in the case of last night, was just goofy and stupid.

Ain’t nothing wrong with middle mind. As long as you know you are one.