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I’m all over the place today.

What is it that I want to discuss? It’s hard to say, I can’t focus well.

Okay, alright, you wanna discuss something? Here we go:

Now, I debated whether to discuss this in my blog. It’s of a personal nature. Usually I have no problem discussing personal things in my blog, but they are usually things that are only about me.

But I have my best friend coming in tonight, and she is bringing her new girlfriend with her.

And I’ll admit it, I’m a little anxious about it.

Now why would I be? She’s my best friend, her sexual proclivity has never surprised me and for as long as I’ve known her, I’ve held fast to the truth that she loves who she loves with no regard for gender. And this is the truth.

The weirdest thing about it is not the girl, the weirdest thing is to see her with someone at all. For as long as I’ve known her, I’ve never really known her to “be” with someone. I’m a little nervous about meeting a significant other of hers and okay…full truth, I’m a little nervous about saying something wrong, making a joke that comes out badly (which I do ALL the time). What if I offend someone? Or hurt someones’ feelings?

What if, god forbid, I don’t like her? AH! I’m sure that won't happen, I love who she loves, I know this because I know almost everyone she loves, and I love them too.

But relationships are different.

Don’t get me wrong, I can’t wait to see her and meet this girl. I can’t wait till we’re sitting around, hanging out and making each other laugh.

But I’m not gonna lie, I feel weird.

Huh.

Good thing we’re going for karaoke.