I went to my Chicagoist thing last night. Met about 8 people and it was really neat. In Improv, we're in such a strong community of people. It so is what it is and we are so what we are and we love our community so much, I fear we don't look outside it all that often.
So it was neat to go sit on someone elses. They were talking about the other blogging sites, writing, news and everything, it was just so neat. So yip. And I got a kudos for a piece I wrote today, so thats good.
Work is better. I'm not in trouble, which is grand! What I've been noticing this week is my tendency to steam roll, and I mean that in the best possible way. I'm tired this week, feel a little..not put upon, but inundated. And my attitude is to just get through it with as little emotion and drama as possible.
It would have been so easy yesterday to get wrapped up in the emotional outburst that occured and I just didn't have the energy or compunction to do so. I said "yup, I probably lost this thing, I'm sorry" and left it at that. I did my best to fix the problem and did, with a new way to hold on to things and do things. So instead of crying, and guilting myself into tears and horrors, I just...let it go.
This will continue through the weekend. I have fun things to do, but I have a lot of things to do, and I will need to push through and just keep going, even though my instinct is to sit the fuck down.
Sunday, Sunday I can sit down. Push through till then.
Happy Friday for sure.
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